Hi there again,

Just a few days ago, me and some friends were talking about relationships and all.
We asked each other what we all saw in a guy/girl.
They asked me too, being curious, 'cuz they thought I'd only look at outer appearances because I'm a 'model'.

So then, what do I look for in a guy?
I didn;t answer right away, even though I did know the answer(s). I just couldn't put it to words.
I think I can now..

I wish my guy to love me like no one else, the way I'll love him too.
I wish my guy to trust me like no one else, trust me in every way. I want him to accept me for what I am, as I'll accept and love him for everything he is.
I wish he'd do whatever he feels like, have no worries about me not liking him for what he is, what he looks like. I don't want anyone to ever change him or herself for me, as I won't do for anyone either..
I wish my guy to be crazy, I want to have fun with him, laugh all day long, being weird and acting crazy. I even want to feel embarassed about him every now and then, but at the same time give him a little smile, letting him know I love him too much.
I wish to be the world to him, let him feel proud about me in whatever way he wants.
I wish my guy would love me so much, that every time he's on his way to me, he thinks of me, smiling. Cause in a minute he'll see me again, and that makes him happy, always.
I wish he'd be my best friend. My best friend to laugh with, my best friend to comfort me when I'm sad, my best friend to make me happy.
I wish I could be his best friend, being there when he needs me, when he wishes for me above anyone else.. Because I could make him happy.
I wish him to be the world to me, that every time when he's on his way, I want to feel my heart racing. And then when he arives, give him a smile and hug him, kiss him and hold him for as long as we wish. And as soon as he left again, I want to run after him and give him 1 more kiss because I missed him allready.
I wish he'd hold me when I fall asleep, put his arms around me the way I like.
I wish I'd let him feel so peacefull, he could fall asleep next to me. And the next morning, wake him with a kiss and see his face light up to me.. gosh..
I wish he'd be my wintercoat when I'm cold, my coolpack when I'm hot, I wish I could be the same to him..
I wish he'd protect me, whenever I need protection, even when I don't need it, it gives me the feeling that he wants to keep me alive, because he can't survive without me.
I wish he'd warm my heart, make me feel loved, make me feel wanted, make me feel fine. I wish I could make him feel the same way.
I wish too much..
I know it's possible.

And his outter appearance..
I do give a shit, every one does in a way..
I do have my favourite looks, but it's not a big deal..
The only thing I do wish for is him to be small. I'm very small myself, and I like to be able to put my arms around him.
I wish he'd be taller than me, I'm 1.68 cm.. so that shouldn't be a problem. ^^

This is what I'm looking for..
This is what I needed, and need now..

Furthermore....
Tomorrow I'm going to see Dir & Grey
I'm not a big Visual Kei/J-Rock whatever fan, but I just want to see them.

Loves,
- HatedxLove -